Hi , really that , I become so lazy recently . Feel so bored inside my home , unless I'm busying go here and there such such college in the noon .

Such as my friend said: I'm at home rotting ... and becoming retarded ...

All I hope are going to college life as soon as possible , meet new friend there , buy my lappy , and also learn new things and study new things . But the way , it's not realize either one of that .

Okay , at least I discover that I need to improve my social skill , to make me become more unrestrained to communicate with each other and more will to ask question .

About the SPM result , really feel sorry to some subjects , it not worst but is make me feel upset , feel upset to the tuition fees which is paid by my parents , swear that , I will work more hard in the college .

Today I take my drive test the third times.

Actually I not really want to recall the memory of the two times I failed.

I wait until afternoon still haven't in my turn

finally I gonna take my ON THE ROAD test

until the junction to Jalan A or B

there have two cars in front

but they failed in front of me

A car almost touch to the car I test

then I horn the car in front

I scolded by the JPJ

I sweat

and then after the junction

the JPJ found that I was wearing slipper to take the test

He called me to stop beside

and then he sent back me

He want me to borrow other people shoe to take the test

sweat again

but luckily I was not fail the time

and then I borrow my friend shoe

but the worker call me to take the litar first

I sweat the third the times

and finally I done both the test

especially thank to Wai Lock to borrow me a pair of shoe to pass.

Hope he can pass on the next Friday .

Human always be touched

by movies

by a song

by a sentence

by the reminiscences

even the manga

but they didn't feel sad when their story is going on

didn't treasure anything they have

just because human like to conceal themselves

pretend to be someone or something

such as to benumb themselves to look no different with other

lost their dream and just surrender to the fact

They thought they are facing the actuality

even act as coward

Failed doesn't mean you lose